Ghandi

During my short life I have seen and endured so much pain and suffering on this planet. Many cliché’s constantly bounce around in my head acting as a self-defense mechanism against ignorant men that hide behind badges. But not very many stick out more then the one I am about to write about.  A quote originally found in the Old Testament and later perfected by; Ghandi behold my thoughts on an eye for an eye.

            Before getting on the cliché it self let me first inform you a little bit about the eye itself. Someone at some point in history pointed out that the eyes were the key to the soul. Implying that if you stare deep enough into the eyes of a person’s eye then you can see there desires and emotions. I used to think this was all just talk until I met the woman I loved. She was beautiful everything I could ask for in a woman. Dark haired, fair skinned, tight and lovely body, and dripping with sexuality. Fast forward a few months and we are engaged and I am trying to plan the greatest wedding Canada has ever seen. But for some reason I felt the need to tell her that I had a night of indiscretion this resulted in the longest car ride I have ever had to make. A trip that was only in reality an, hour and 45mins seemed to last 3 years. And the worst part was that her eyes had become blue. But not a sky blue or a baby blue; this blue was the blue of a blue moon, a moon that a lone wolf howls out longing to reach it. If angels truly do cry then they pale in comparison to the pain I saw in her eyes. On that day I saw her soul. And in her soul I saw hope and dreams and a future slowly fade away and at that moment I knew that the rumor was not a rumor but instead karma and a good conscious slapped me in the face(this is also the day that I murdered my conscious.)

            So if eyes are the windows to the soul. And the cliché were here for is an eye for an eye…which Ghandi perfected by replying that it only leaves the world blind. So with the world blind what happens to the soul? Does the soul just seep out through the voids in your skull? What kind of world would that be? And insert the point. The answer to that riddle is the world we have today. A world where abortions are justified as well as capitol punishment, a world that builds societies on the belief in God then repels his teachings in there school. The greatest gift that an eye for an eye gets man is the gift of pain. Because from pain so much good music has been created, because when you want to here good music you will listen to the Curt Cobain melody you will download disturb to drown out the sound of your parents fighting while your locked away in your room. Yes sadly I do see that being the only thing that this line of thinking will ever give mankind. Who knows what it takes to bring about true peace? I am not sure if it is possible without bloodshed, but revenge is never going to solve anything except for turning the wheel on a vicious cycle of spilled blood being covered up for mainly selfish needs.

            I know that a lot of you are probably wondering what ever happened to me and that ex- fiancé of mines. Well in a nutshell we did breakup we lost touch but never feeling and were reunited on a social networking site. The love was still there and she admitted if I would have tried to chase her down and apologize more then she would have forgiven me. This is definitely on my top 10 list of dumb ideas. Anyways we are together now and happily in love. Sorry guys no pictures or names for you to spank off to. Try to get out of the house some time and go find your own you would be surprised how often you will have success.